motalameen

Hey,

for the past few days I was working on my CIM assignment and I was studying for an exam, I took a leave from work for 2 weeks to dedicate my time for studying, however during this leave I start realizing how do I like to live. 

I have a lot of things that I Love to Do.

Things that I love to do can actually make money.

I like learning new stuff and different staff 

I love to try new things and creating new things as its makes me think different

I Love Being productive but in one I choose and my choice changes upon my mood

yes I am a moody person that do not mean I am Wrong

Yes I have grammar mistake but that do not mean I am stupid

Yes I do not want to build a career, because I am different

I don’t want to stuck my self in one thing

I don’t want to enroll my self in the world systematic system where i have to do what people thinks its rights

I am really considering quieting my job even though I have financial commitments 

I just don’t think working in a job is a solution for living, Building a career is just cornering your self 

well, Leaonardo Da vinci his actual thing was that he is a thinker 

I love that, explore, discover, experiment and try 

I hate it when people measure my success upon the standard that someone set because he thinks soo.

Education: makes you think is a specific way that make them measure your smartness

Then Jobs with position 

then careers and levels and so on 

The create an IQ to differentiate between people as if they are qualified to judge 

well if you can judge i can judge the the person who created the IQ have low IQ him self because he created it to improve him self upon his own measurement and personal target.

 

in these days they just categorize people as much as possible just to make some of the  people feel special, if you think you are special, keep it to your self, you don’t have to prove it by putting down other people

I think being successful is living the life that you want not living the life that people thinks you want.

oh, my mom just knock my door i stand up open the door, she has nothing to say just good night – i came back to the laptop and i forgot what i want to write  

 

anyhow, what I feel and think, quitting my job is not going to kill me, but people ask me what are you going to do?

such questions makes you worry, well you shouldn’t? you should just reply I will do what I want to do

Now I am thinking what is the different between “What I can Do” and “What I want to Do” ?

The answer is: You can Do anything, you just need time to practice and you can get it done, most of the people get a training period in their jobs.

so thats means that you can do anything? so its not really about what you can do?

it is about what you want to do? and I think people wants changes by time, so I think building a career is just building your own cage.

anyhow, I still don’t know what I am going to do about that money as a financial source to cover my expenses? But I know my current Job is not what I want

Life System is Natural Just live the way that keeps you living 

not to live to make someone else living